My 12 Year Old Self

Jan. 19, 1999

T.I. Jane — Wed, 02 Sep 2009 04:39:33 +0000

(I just realized that I am sadly at the end of this journal. There is only about 3 days left. However, I found a different one and I will write until that one is done…and then i’ll probably start a new blog on something else and…ya! lol)

I don’t like D.J. I am so weird. My science project is a mess. My youth pastor is being so mean. Well, he really isn’t, but I just don’t want to talk about it. I wish that I could jsut dissapear. I want to leave.

I don’t want to talk.

Bye,

Jane

(I really wish I would have written the details down cause now I wanna know! lol)

Jan. 18, 1999

T.I. Jane — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 17:46:34 +0000

Hi Fred!

I forgot to turn in my library books today. I had found them. I learned how to scrap book today. It is pretty cool!

Maggie called. I told her that I don’t want to go out with Virgil anymore, so she dumped him for me. (That POOR kid) I will never again go out with Virgil EVER again. I like tough wrestling kind of guys. Like, my friend Kyle. He is sooo fine. (ew. gag. I remember this kid. so not that fine.) He is also nice, and just like, my dream guy! He is so playful, meaning he tickles my stomach and I tickle his sides. It is so much fun! He is like, my dream guy!

I don’t feel good. I want to go to school though. Aww MAN! I start health tomorrow. This sucks!

I like this pen. It is a Jelly Roll.

I hate Health SO much! It is boring. Plus, I don’t know if my friends are with me! This really sucks. I am going to be in music tomorrow. Oh, help me! I hate this pen! I’m gonna find a new one. (waitwut?)

Ok. I found one. I am cold now! I am freezing! You want to know who I am going for? D.J. is his name. I am kind of getting tired. I want to dream about D.J. He is so fine! I might read for a little while. I am so bored!
Bye. See ya later.

Susie

(oh GAG! D.J. is NOT fine and I was a mean little girl!)

Forgot my diary again! =/

T.I. Jane — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 22:04:35 +0000

So I forgot my diary AGAIN. Here is a picture to laugh at hehe

Do you like seafood?

ugh. I was the kid that always asked if you liked seafood. That is disgusting. Sorry. LOL

no date, again.

T.I. Jane — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 04:17:02 +0000

Fred,
I DUMPED VIRGIL!

YEAH!!!!

(ugh. young jane, you were a jerk.)

No date…but I love Virgil.

T.I. Jane — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 04:15:47 +0000

Fred,

I am in love! I have never been in such a relationship before! A part of my says it is wrong to love him. The other part of me says I need him and I love him. I don’t know what to do Fred! I love him. I have never felt like this before! I love Virgil! (OKAY! WE GET IT!)

You know what Fred, I was on the phone with him for two hours. I wish I could talkt to him all day long! I love him so much! I miss him already! The last time I had communication with him was an hour or two ago.

Am I obsessed? (noooooo.) Am I turning into ____? I hope not! I have to get some rest because I am going to lunch with my youth pastor tomorrow.

I love Virgil 4 Life!

Bye. Love,

Jayne.

I was weird.

T.I. Jane — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 04:11:39 +0000

Ya. I was weird.

Nov. 18, 1998

T.I. Jane — Fri, 21 Aug 2009 04:09:56 +0000

Lisa and I are best friends again. We might move. I have mixed feelings about it though. Fred, Fred, Fred, What am i going to do? Well, I am tired! Bye!

Jaye

Fred, I have changed my mind, I still want to write! I LOVE the band Plumb. They are so, so cool! You know who else I love in my school? Virgil! I love Virgil! I don’t even trust one of my best friends Jay as much as you Fred. I thought I saw a lice bug! I am shivering just thinking abou tit! I hope it was just a baby spider! That scared me so much. I was about ready to scream! I hope and pray that that was not a lice egg. If it was I am goign to kill myself. Better yet, shave my head. It would be so totally embarassing if I EVER caught it again! (ew. gross. worst days of my life. This particular incident, it was not lice. However, a few months before I had had it and it was HORRIBLE. digusting. I hope myself or my kids (in the future) NEVER get lice. *shudders*)

I am going to be wiped out in the morning so I have to go

Bye bye

Jayne

Nov. 16, 1998

T.I. Jane — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 04:21:25 +0000

I found you! I was looking all over for you. My hair smells. I am going to take a shoewr. BRB! You know what, I am bringing you with me. (ew.)

I am going to wait a bit. Your name is Fred. Fred, I have told you all of my secrets, good and bad.

Wetpage! Sorry Fred! (Apparently I spilled on it.)

My writing is nicer now huh? School is fun because of my boyfriend. I don’t know how long though. His name is Virgil. (no name censor there, that is REAL) I only know one guy I went out with who didn’t want to kiss me. It was a real relationship. He had another girlfriend. I didn’t care. (real, ey?)

I got in trouble because I used some of my moms bubble bath. (That’s funny because I got in trouble for using her “puffy towel.” I didn’t know there WAS a puffy towel! I flat out asked her if we got new towels and she said no…so how was I suppsed to know?!)

You know Fred, I bottle up my feelings and act. If i am sad on the outside I look happy. I do that a lot!

I don’t know why but I was playing Barbies last week. Weird huh?

I changed the spelling of my name. It is now Jayne.

Paul is the greatest guy! He is way better than my boyfriend, but Paul is taken. That sucks huh? Well I’m going to read a little.

Bye

Jayne

Oct. 6, 1998 first kiss on the cheek!

T.I. Jane — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 04:12:50 +0000

Dear Diary,

I am ashamed but I am love struck! Ok. I LOVE D.J. and he LOVES me too. Well today he kissed me! On the cheek, but still! I am calling Alice tomorrow and telling her. D.J. told me that he is still going out with Holly, my best friend, but he kissed me. (Who is Holly?? I don’t remember this person…) He said, “I am sorry.” I was kissed and I am only twelve.

I gotta take a shower and then I got to do my homework. Bye,

Jane

OH YA! Dennis went right up to May and kissed her on the lips! That’s what she told Stephie!

Bye!

Bye!
Jane

hehehe Remembering the old days

T.I. Jane — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 01:35:14 +0000

My friend and I are watching Titanic and I must admit that I am geeking out a little bit! hehehehe

i know I already posted this, but I HAVE to do it again!

I will never let go Leo, I will never let go. Not even at 23!

Ohhhhhh Leoooooo!
What was your favorite movie as a kid?